Although I would never try to argue that I’m the best person in the world, I’m hardly the worst.
I’ve made more than my share of mistakes and even done some damage here and there in my life, but at least I have the decency to feel bad about it.
Anywho, I’m supposed to be motivating over to this Spago VIP party as part of the Maui Film Festival tonight, but instead I’m lying on my couch in a Spiderman sweatshirt thinking about a convo I had with a friend today.
While talking about whether most people (male or female) wanted to be in a relationship, it came up that in the last few months I’ve had three or four offers (requests?) to get in a relationship (or even marry) male friends that I have never been romantically involved.
Friend: “I wish I had that kind of mojo where women were like ‘Hey. You. You’re the one.”
Me: “Yeah. It’s pretty weird. I don’t really know what to tell you.”
Friend: “Well, I guess you really are the complete package.”
Me: “Thank you.”
**moment spent in silent contemplation of my life, as it were. Or at least as it stands at the moment.**
Me: “Lot of good it’s done me!”
So whatever the heck i am bringing this up for (probably the fact that I am stalling on attending my fifth event alone in as many nights) I’ll conclude with what I told him.
My teacher recently told me that the only reason to get into a relationship is because you cannot NOT be without the other person.
And that’s my pledge from here on out: Mr. Complete Package or get used to showing up alone to a VIP party and in a Spiderman sweatshirt and jeans.
Like a boss.
Tags: I don't know, I think I am a lot more complicated than other people, maybe I make things hard, my ex once commented that "you're a lot deeper than the rest of us. And you suffer a lot more than we do." Yee ha., sometimes things seem harder than maybe they should be